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I'm honestly out of ideas guys

Random Friday!
From fashion Friday, to diy Friday, to random Friday.
My small peanut brain can't think much anymore so on Friday I put things into a hat and pick something to write about.  Send me ideas of yours and one day I'll write about them!

So today I picked mental illnesses.
There are tons of people world with mental illnesses.   They can tear a person apart slowly from the inside.  Here a list of illnesses that are common:
Anxiety:
Depression:
Anorexia:
Bipolar:
Impulse Control:
OCD:
PTSD:


These illnesses are common in young.  Of these, I have suffered from two.  These two will be my main focus.
Anxiety and depression.

When I was about four I began suffering from anxiety.  I refused to go to school because all I could think about was the worst thing that was going to happen.  I thought that the bus would crash, that the school would burn, someone would make fun of me, I thought the teachers all hated me.  I thought of lists and lists of things that could happen and why I shouldn't go to school. I tried to get my mom to home school me for years.  Everyone was out to get me in my mind.  I couldn't talk to anyone because I thought the worst was to come.

Depression
About two years ago I was diagnosed with clinical depression.  Before I was diagnosed I was crying everyday, I began sleeping all the time, and losing weight because I couldn't eat what I used to.  I didn't focus in class, and sometimes for no reason I would run out crying.  I knew I needed help when all I could think about was killing myself.  I had it all planned, and I realized that I needed help.  My mom took me to the doctor.  He told me that he doesn't want to put me on medication and to see how I was in a couple of weeks and that he would check up on me as much as possible. At this point I had been self harming and I promised I would stop.  It all started getting better.  Until school started again.  Then I was given medication to help control my emotions.  I started seeing my councilor, and I went to group chats at school.  I finally became comfortable with who I was and how I had to except who I was.  All this emotion lead me to be better.  Now when I have a problem I go to people and get help instead of letting myself rot in my own mind. This is something that takes time and patience.  It's never going to come easy, you have to fight for it!



That is my random Friday for today!

Keeping it short and sweet; just like me!
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